i will shed no tears

2008-08-10T17:33:00.000-07:00

You Should Marry: The Pretty Normal Guy

He’s Smooth, Spontaneous, and Loving. What else can you say, this guy is normal. He’s charming at times, funny at times, pissy at times, loving at times, everything at times. That’s the main thing about this guy, he seems pretty even steven about most things. As far as loving this guy, make sure the woman has experienced wild and crazy sex and relationships before she marries this guy. Not saying they’re going to cheat on him otherwise, but they’re probably going to cheat on him otherwise.

Facebook, facebook. -.-"

2008-08-09T02:12:00.001-07:00

OMG! he said what i was wearing was cute!
ahhhhh, so cool.

2008-08-08T20:46:00.000-07:00

hey, i'm sorry for having it not updated so long. have been to engrossed with my lj instead. anyway, it's countdown time. HAHA! not! CAs are NOW! no time to waste. listen to ahming, study study and study. don't waste time. HAHA! i've suddenly been missing someone. i mean, it's like we only met once yet, i'm already missing that person. what's the sign here. and, the other one, i keep dreaming of. never had feelings but, always appearing in the wrong places. i mean, what's the sign for this one. suddenly i feel so lonesome if that person was not by my side. omg! what's the relationship. i mean i've always regarded that person as my family. but, dreaming of *ehem* every now and then makes that person more than family don't you think? GAH! alright, i shall concentrate on lessons conducted and not dream about anyone at anytime. I'm damn sick! omg! phlegms phlegms and more phlegms. GAH! drugs are not helping...! okay, that's all. bye! HAHA!

2008-08-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUENCHING!

2008-08-02T18:58:00.000-07:00

heyho.

didn't post cause ~~lazy~~busy.
err, well. yeah, that's it. i was busy.
1st august, went st james powerhouse.
2nd august, went for search, raven and amuk's high tea and bikefest @ kallang.
let's see, 3rd august, SICK! gah!
guess i can't go for the rocker's concert.
and, singfest? well, not my type luh.
LOL! i don't think i like most of them.
except, one republic? jason mraz? and rick astley.
yeah, so why pay like 300 bucks just for 3 people?
lol, that's like my two month's allowance?
and, like i'm broke enough already luh.
i'm saving for that one laptop i would buy myself on my birthday!
LOL! explain to me why i have to buy myself something when it's my birthday?
haha, unexplained luh. for sure.
hmph, tickets for the rockers concert is supposed to be 200 bucks!
but, for me, i got it for free! sadly, i can't go!
SICK! shit! so irritating.
and, like no clinic for me please.
that would cause my parents money.
so, planning on not wasting their money luh.
hah! that's the reason i do not like to go to clinics.
i mean, knowing i get to skip sch, which i do not enjoy, i still have to come out with big bucks.
so waste money right? lol, rather help me save for the laptop.
HAHA! hmph, somehow, i just can't stop looking at that picture.
friggin' HOT! omg, and natasha, you know what i'm talking about right?
lol, okay okay. didn't know my post would be 'this' long. HAHA!
better take a rest now. coughing like shit. BYE!

2008-07-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

imagine someone writing a letter like this to you? what's your first reaction? one that says:

Hey Girl, I'm sad
I heard that you were leaving
You can't go, you're my best friend
I'm sure gonna miss you
I always think about you
All the time you're on my mind
We played together you and I
I can't believe that its true
Now I have to see you leave
You're the only one for me
My girlfriend, my best friend
I don't wanna see you go
I just wanna let you know that
I have a crush on you
I can't wait no longer girl
To say what I feel
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
The first time that I saw you
I knew it from the very start
You had a place deep in my heart
I can't believe that it's true
Now it's time for you to leave
And Baby I just can't believe
You and me together
Girl, I'll wait forever
It's only the matter of time
'Coz I never wanna see you go
I just wanna let you know
That I can't wait no longer girl
To say what I feel

2008-07-26T06:43:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna be quite random for today's post, since i've beem 'emo'-ing. HAH! it will be some of the hot people i think is hot! :D:D

oh, and, i've got an lj too. hah! adenjay :)

2008-07-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

one hour, three + one teachers. that was super cool. and, finally you know! like after how long! saw the look, man! and, gosh! i really think of it that way! and, it was so shiny. and, the time is like an hour earlier? and, to aishah. i'm sorry luh. i can't help but notice things right? haiyo!.. hahaha! and, thanks for making me your slave uh! walao! haiyo! i'm getting really pissed off these days luh. and, god knows why. i have no idea myself. first thing's first, jayne was uncontactable this morning. and, like for today's lessons, i really don't understand sia, anything. english, i didn't get what he was trying to say. and malay, she blamed me for nothing. then, ss. it was okay luh. gayle's grp presentation. and omg! *she* was so irritating. after that, was math? yeah, i couldn't understand the sinerule thingy! i don't even know what it's used for luh! and, then bio. well, that was kinda normal actually. we saw the video on the hearts and all. and, then, finally, chemistry. didn't get a thing. was guessing my way through. so yeah, got some help for math aft sch. but, again, i don't know whether i understood or not. and man, they're good. okay. whatever. i'm feeling pissed suddenly.'

2008-07-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

didn't attend. as usual.
left sch quite early today.
then, had to drop somewhere in bedok,
and wait for father to fetch to eunos.
whatever! so tiring.

okay, hmmm.
i'm just so bored today.
actually not bored luh.
just 'almost' sick and tired.
i 'almost' couldn't find nat.
and, they had CCAs.
gah, i feel like dying.
like there's nothing in my life alr.
but, you know what?
i'll just wait till my birthday then,
i decide on whether to stay here or not!

2008-07-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

I came home to an empty house
And I found your little note
"Don't wait up for me tonight"
And that was all she wrote

Do you think I don't know that you're out on the town
With all of your high-rollin' friends?
What do you do when you come up empty?
Where do you go when the party ends?

And you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
I don't know what you were dreaming of
Somehow you forgot about love
And you were just too busy being fabulous, uh-huh

A little time in the country
A day or two to slow down
A bottle of wine and a walk in the moonlight
Maybe some foolin' around

But you think time is just a magazine
And money's just a thrill
I've waited so long for you to change your way of livin'
Now I realize that you never will

'Cause you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
Lookin' for something you'll never find
You'll never know what you left behind
'Cause you were just too busy being fabulous, uh-huh

You tell a joke and everybody's laughin'
That's something you know how to do
You've always been the life of the party
But now my baby, the joke is on you

'Cause you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
Running after something that never comes
What in the world are you runnin' from?

And you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy to think about us
To drink the wine from your winner's cup
To notice the children were growin' up

And you were just too busy being fabulous
Too busy, too busy
Too busy
Aw, baby

2008-07-21T23:31:00.000-07:00

FURG! i think i'm falling for RIZAL!

2008-07-20T04:24:00.000-07:00

hey, now. i'm super duper bored. oh, and i changed the video already. hahhaa! i'm in love with this song. and, omg, today, he came online.. after like shit months! he neh came until today. but, i didn't talk to him. because for all i know, i wouldn't be entertained. you know what? i'm missing senior now! like, really a lot. and, life would change like 360, now that mr ang is gone! omg, life won't turn quite the way it has always been. like no one else can like! gah! i can't express it. and, ms shekhu, she hates me and well, treat others the way you want to be treated right? haha! so, i hated her. but, now. well, i still haven't felt it yet. GAH! senior is really really hawt! i can't take it. i saw it in his eyes, his concern that day. omg! well, suddenly, i miss fidi and azahari and those days! furg! it's hard to forget. basically, it's unforgettable. nothing can replace it. and today, for sunday sch, we finally reached at the same time! HAHAHA! it's funny how things really have a huge impact on life. like, today, i didn't talk to him much! i was really pissed! and, i never left home except for sunday sch. GAH! i suddenly miss shah! hahahahaa! JAYNE! why ain't i invited! stupid fool! okay, whatever. i don't want to type anymore. i bet we're all gonna get into trouble for english! and tmr is racial harmony day! which celebrates COTI! :D:D lame, whatever! bye!

Now, take a look at this...

101%

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

What Equals 100%?

What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?

Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?

We have all been in situations where someone wants you to

GIVE OVER 100%.

How about ACHIEVING 101%?

What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help

answer these questions:

If:

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:

H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K

8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%

And:

K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E

11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%

But:

A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E

1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over
the top!

2008-07-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

i'm just realising, people surrounding me are impatient.
i have no say, cause they just won't listen.
i tried my best, but was put to test.
can't keep guessin', cause it'll end up a mess!

omg, that was just 4 random sentences that i composed.
i can continue it and make it into a song.
then, that will be my third song!
:):) for the band!
hahahahaa! okay, whatever.
i was so pissed with my dad today.
it's so irritating. he's just too impatient already.
i can't take it. GAH! now, people would think i'm being dramatic!
haiyo, i just wish my late grandfather would still be around.
i'll go to him and live with him. sadly, he's no more around.
i thought he could replace him but no.
no doubt he's nice, he's still irreplaceable.
i just miss his presence!
if i were to put his name here, people may laugh.
so shit, therefore, i won't put it.
i'm starting to miss everything!
my previous life. but, i believe i will change for the better.
heyy, i'm planning to take rock-climbing. :)
wanna join? hahahaa! and, guitar workshop coming! YAY!
but, i'm majoring in drums! where's the drums workshop?
HAHAAHAA! it's time for me to go.
lol! not! i'm just lazy to tell you what happened today!
hahahahhahahhahahahaa!
okay, whatever.
LOVE WILL KEEP US ALIVE is super nice! :D

2008-07-18T05:41:00.001-07:00

heyhey!
i'm failing chem! :)
but, i'm not proud of it.

today was superb until i vomitted!
which means, only for the first 1 and a half hours of sch.
:):) that's so cool! i finally got it! something i've been trying to do!
HAHAHA! people who know me very well, will know what i'm talking about!

GUITAR CAMP '08 coming up! anyone interested?

2008-07-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

kianhui
natasha
katzrin
siti
shariff
fidi
azahari
aishah
jiaying
iona
serene
jayne
yenming
firdaus
danielle
ashraff
rizal
izyan
shimron
sherry

1. How did you meet number 18?----SHE'S my cousin (:

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17?--- i will never be moved..

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated?--- then, they'd be lesbians

4. What if number 5 and 10 dated?--- i'l laugh my head off. she's taller than him!

5. Describe number 1--- furkin' sizzlin' hot! i've got a crush on YOU!

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive--- i think so.. (:(:

7. Describe number 7--- attractive MAT

8. Do you know any family members of 12--- father, mother, brother, cousin? plus COOKIE!

9. Who is number 9 hanging out with? --- ME!

11. How old is number 16?---18

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13?---today.

13. Whats number 2's favourite singer/band---I KNOW! leavin' by jesse mccartney

14. Have you ever dated number 4--- then, i'd be a lesbian too!

15. Would you ever date number 19--- I WANT TO!

16. Is number 3 single?--- yess!

17. What is number 10's last name?---CHAN!

18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? --- lifelong friends! HAHAA! she's my friend luh! haiyo!

19. What is the school of number 13---KC luh

.20. Where does number 6 stays?--- i have NO idea!

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5?--- CUTE,SEXY,HOT,AWESOME, used to be! :)

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked? --- i think so :)

2008-07-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

WALAO! who'd you think you are?
talking to her as such? i think it's severely a rude thing to do!
omg, she's trying her best to help us and there you are acting like a bloody shit!
i just don't understand it seyy. there's time to play and there's time to be serious. i think you chose the wrong time to say such wrong things.
GAH, and I just had to tell him. omg, his last day and i'm breaking such stupid news to him. i feel so guilty now.

and hey, i'm so bored. i don't want to think about it already luh. okay, err. i'm bound to do a lot of things. yet, i don't know what! argh! i am so annoyed by myself. i've not been focusing in like anything! someone has to help me regain consciousness. :D:D hahahhaaa! macs is waiting.. :)

GTG! bye!

2008-07-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

hmph, he caught me lying.
and, we officially became the trouble makers.
and, jacqueline officially became jacky.
:D:D by :P Mr Ang.
hahahaa! and, i finally understood BIO!
but, sadly, not CHEM.
gah! i'm planning math with her and bio with him.
how's that? heyy, why doesn't our school have night classes?
this is unfair seyy. i want night classes..! :)

2008-07-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

life = no meaning already.
oh, but i topped the class in bio again. then, i bet later end the class list again. top, last, top, last. as usual.
heyhey, someone and ashraf eh.. no need lee already luh. :D

2008-07-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

anytime of year, you can find it hear.

heyhey, what should i do now? they want me in, yet 'they' don't. i mean, i wanna make people happy but, i'm just caught in between. EMO! cut the crap! gah! i'm talking to myself again! i'm always talking to myself. HAHAHAHAHAAA! gah! can like someone talk to me? sms me or something? haaahahhha! bored luh sia! ouh, and hello. i still don't know what i want. a new handphone would be nice.. HAHAHAA! heyhey, listen here, closely. i want a slide phone that features its memory and camera and good for music. :) and, hey, i want the N-series can? hahahaa! nokia n81? lol! eh, i'm serious! the 8gb one. please please please :):) hahahahaa! gd friends will persevere to get it! hahahaha! kidding! eh, hey. if not right, samsung u900? yeah, it's not too expensive you know? hahahaha! actually, you know what? i'm only asking for that first luh. HAHA! don't wanna be too hard on it alright? hah! eh, planner, whoever you are, i get things done really fast. so, if you wanna keep this a secret, then do it faster. :D:D

2008-07-11T23:36:00.000-07:00

Eighty 8 for 2008 and Ninety 9 for 2009? hah! It was simply magnificent. Voila, the talents of smart people! hah!! had fun! memorable. inspiring! sleepy, gdnight! :):)

2008-07-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

oh god! you know what?
when i'm alive, videos will be well on the way.
hah! it's at the sidebar.
most probably everyday will feature different videos.
interesting eh? hah! and, they sure are inspiring to me.
just today, for a about 2 hours, i've been watching VIDEOS!
gah! so long! this can't happen again.
therefore, i'm going to sleep now! hah!

2008-07-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

hey hey. i'm alive again.

him: you know what? Hari Istighfar is coming you know?
me: oh really? GREAT.
him: i was thinking of selling burgers and hotdogs like we used to during the last fasting month.
me: can uh.. i help, i work.
him: how about we be the venture capitalist?? i come out 500, you come out 500.
me: enough ke?
him: enough luh.. should be more than enough.
me: then the rental all? and, must we like give a certain percentage to the mosque?
him: i'll make sure we don't.
me: then, okay uh. set. how much is one pack of burgers?
him: last time i buy, $3.80. shouldn't be much of a price difference luh.
me: okay. so, how many burgers do you think we will sell?
him: last time when uncle Ramli sell, we sold about 900+.
me: great, hopefully Allah will help us get more.
him: so, can uh. then, we employ ibu and abang and pay them luh. $30 each..
me: no need luh. waste money. i do luh everything.
him: haha! so stingy! but, good business skill.
me: of course, it's me.
him: you learnt it from me. and i got it from my mother and she got it from my mother.

well, see how business runs in my family? haha! so, we're like gonna venture on a business. and i'm starting at such a young age! 15 is considered young. my dad started when he was 15 but, he worked for someone else, his father. i'm starting at 15 but, i'm starting the business with a business partner. OMG! so exciting! hey hey, business may run in the family but music runs in my blood! okay, gtg! GOD bless one and all. gdnite!

2008-07-07T03:44:00.000-07:00

gdmorning starshine, the earth says hello.

hey, i'm like so weak these days. and bored, and it doesn't affect you i know! hah! omg! no one is like reading my blog luh! ohgosh, maybe they read but like neh tag. that's so shit luh! what the hell! hah! this suddenly came across my mind. you know, like the hardest 4-letter word that one can say is 'LOVE'. and, when they say it, they don't actually mean it. don't you agree? and, oh gosh, this post might be a long one, as i have since been posting.

hmph, life hasn't turned quite the way i wanted to be.. like you know, in all aspects. i thought like studies are like gonna improve and i've tried. but, it's not working out. and like music, it's like almost taking over my life. i mean, it's like my passion and all and some people makes me feel guilty that music is what i like. like, what.. omg! i also don't know. like, you know, we all got our talents but, they're not all the same right? i mean like, doesn't mean one is good at biology, the other MUST be too. i mean, talents are not all in the same areas. and, SOME people still cannot understand that particular fact. like, GAH! idk how to explain myself! and like you know, some people take for granted everything they have and like don't know how to share it. i mean like, idk what i'm talking about luh, shit! it's like i'm reflecting on all the different events that like happened in my life luh. GAH! you know when something is troubling me and i just can't bear it, it's like i don't know who to share it with. some people just like won't believe that sort of thing.. and like i still NEED you by my side. maybe just to help me dry the tears that i've cried. and like again, idk what shit i talking. HAH! die die die! music! anyone willing to tutor me mainly on music? cause, i think i need that. to have a career, i need music. cause like my ambition is to like be a music director or something. i thought i wanted to be a pilot. but, when i tell everyone that, their response, "huh? you can meh? cannot wear specs one leh.." so demoralising i tell you! therefore next ambition, something to do with music. no one can critisize me on that right? it's like those buggers..! GAH!

and to tell you the revealing truth! I MISS FAZLI! there's no way we can contact him again! he's outta reach. no one knows where he is now..! GAH! how how how? he used to motivate me in math. but, now he's gone! and, like with the life i'm leading now, it's impossible to excel ever again!

2008-06-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

i'm ruined for life!

2008-06-28T23:41:00.000-07:00

If they only knew
How I felt inside
Maybe they'd understand
If they only knew
What I could do
Maybe they'd understand

Just give me a chance
and I'll prove it to you
There's so much I can do
Don't judge this book by its cover
I just look different than you

We've all got our talents
They're not all the same
I wish they'd understand
If they'd look past this cover
my story'd begin
Maybe they'd understand

Just give me a chance
and I'll prove it to you
There's so much I can do
Don't judge this book by its cover
I just look different than you

It's not the clothes I wear
Or the color of my hair
I've got the will and I've got the heart
I just wish someone would care

Just give me a chance
and I'll prove it to you
There's so much I can do
Don't judge this book by its cover
I just look different than you

2008-06-27T20:30:00.000-07:00

TKAM is ~~hate~~ hard!
and, we're back together again.
now, saving for a drumset! :D

2008-06-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

she fell like shaiit! and the other she pee-ed in her pants laughing at that she! HAH! super funny! :):) can't forget it. and, life's way too complicated right now! everyone actually knows what happened! shit 304 luh! dunno who's the idiot big mouth who told the whole class! now, they spreading it to the rest of the level and soon, the whole school. even if it was her, SHAIIT her!

2008-06-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

Coulda been my grandpa, coulda been my preacher
Coulda been my third grade history teacher
Somebody said it and I'll never forget it
Mighta been my daddy, mighta been my mama
Mighta been Dolly Parton or the Dalai Lama
They were words to the wise
And they hit me right between the eyes

If you wanna write a song, better get a guitar
If you wanna win Daytona, better get you a car
If you wanna be Picasso, better get you some paint

Son, you are what you do
And if you don't, then you ain't
Coulda been a stranger, coulda been a friend
Coulda been a commentator on CNN
Talkin' through my TV directly to me
Mighta been my butcher, mighta been my baker
Mighta been an outta work undertaker down at the Superette
Who gave me this reality check

If you wanna go to heaven, you better go to mosque
If you wanna promotion, you better get to work
If you wanna catch the big one, better get you some bait
Yeah, you are what you do
And if you don't then you ain't
If you want an education, you better stay in school

Get some sunglasses if you wanna be cool
Talk to Mother Teresa if you wanna be a saint
Yeah, you are what you do
And if you don't, then you ain't
Yeah, you are what you do
And if you don't then you ain't

2008-06-21T15:38:00.000-07:00

i just realised that me and two other cousins stay the same age for about 3 months...! omg! so cool. it's when she turns 14 in march, and he turns 14 in may. then later in august, i turn 15. HAH! and other one is when she turns 12 on 10th july and waits till he turns 13 on 27th july. so, they stay the same age for about 17 days? yeah. so cool! and also, how he turns 19 in january, and then later the other he turns 20 in march and another he iturns 20 too in august! HAHA! so cool! so, they stay 19 for about 2 months? around there. omg! this is a random post! reason = bored!

2008-06-20T23:13:00.000-07:00

somehow, while i was having some pleasure time, i found out something weird about myself. omg! it's so embarrasing to admit it here. therefore, i won't! HAHA! you wanna know? ask me personally..! HAHA! okay okay, back to serious stuff. err, i forgot what i wanted to write!! shoots! eh, i know. my birthday coming soon. but, serene's first. HAH! eh, i want a laptop. but, i guess, this time, my birthday present, probably a laptop, will be from me, myself. i'm probably gonna use up my savings to get one for myself. GAH! idk! i have to concentrate on my studies. tuition teacher, anyone? omg, you know what? this man, who offered to give free tuition to the needy students at the mosque passed away..! you know how sad i was...?! it was like, he's a convert somemore! he's such a generous man. GAH! i like seriously need someone who can actually support me.

kay, whatever. tripped to redang island to do some snorkling with my uncles and aunts and cousins. then, went back to terengganu and met my own family. stayed there for a night and went to their pasar payang/puyung (it's act payang, but puyung sounds nicer for me) :). it was like 10X geylang market okay!! cats all over the place. okay, whatever again. HAHA! then, went down to KL. at boulevard hotel near midvalley, megamall? yeah, that's it. err, my mind was off it awhile luh. enjoyed with cousins. unlimited arcade playing time. HAH! just the time. but, the cash is another issue! HAH! err, okay okay. hmm. school's starting soon. but, no homework's coming in! how how how? shit! i die! i bet i'll have to rush through it when sch re-opens and then fail again. die! i'd rather not study and save my parents nagging for other times :) okay okay. err, tmr i post some other stuff. cause, tonight i'm super busy. HAH! i mean sleepy.. :):)

mr ariz, i know what you want from me. :)

2008-06-19T18:09:00.000-07:00

boy: hey, you eating with your friends uh?
girl: yeah, why the question?
boy: oh, then it's okay. i thought wanted to accompany you.
girl: err, nevermind. no need.
boy: okay. take care.
girl: (the *err* face).

what's your reaction if something like this happens to you?

2008-06-04T19:46:00.000-07:00

he spiked, he waved and he didn't come! what's this? but, we sure had fun though. (:

2008-05-31T21:30:00.000-07:00

i guess this is just between you and me. i mean this song is almost about us. you tell me things no one else knows, you let me in no one else goes. you just make me feel all funny everytime! come on, come back into my life..! i'm missing those times.. please!

You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you

Took for granted everything we had
As if I'd find someone
Who's just like you

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well I guess I'm ready
For settling down
And fooling around is over
And I swear that it's true
No buts or maybes
When I'm falling down
There's always someone who saves me
And girl it's you

Funny how life can be so surprising
I'm just realising what you do

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well it's feeling right now
So let's do it right now
Praying that some how
You will understand the way
It's feeling right now baby somehow
I won't let this slip away

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

2008-05-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-05-11T19:05:00.000-07:00

HARD ROCK WAS CANCELLED.
SHAH STAYED OVER! WE'RE RELATED!
:D and, mothers' day.

2008-05-07T21:05:00.000-07:00

Whenever I look in your eyes
I see something special
Whenever you kiss me gently
You make me tremble
I get the feeling there's so much more
And you can be sure that I'll open my door

If something is troubling you
And you just can't bear it
You know I know someone
Who's willing to share it
Whenever you need somebody to hold
You can be sure that I'll open my door

Baby that's all you got to do
Knock Knock

I'll be waiting here for you
Baby Just Knock

You give me that extra something
That keeps me going
And like a lit candle
Your heart's always glowin'
I get the feeling there's so much more
You can be sure that I'll open my door

2008-05-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

TODAY was err, exam (which we flung) then soccer and netball and everything.
BEDOK for KFC. HAHA! together with yikka. then he wanted to join us. but, we couldn't find him.
he said he needed to do something. but, still, we couldn't find him after that. feel so bad now.
we actually sorta pang-seh-ed him lor. omg! scared later he angry. shoots!
went KFC and camwhored. HAHA! esp yikka! bullied her like omg! so teruk luh.
HAHA! she really looks like a sec one. hardly anyone who tell her apart from us.
SUPER FUNNY!

2008-05-05T22:51:00.000-07:00

JAM session again.
this time, acoustic.
shoots! tomorrow chem.
give up already wor.
basketball also.
dylan so cute lor.
HAH! so funny.
he jump then shoot.
people jump and shoot!
lol! so funny. he fell like dk how many times.
then. started sms-ing everyone to play soccer tomorrw.
HAAH! super funny.! but, not all replied though. ):

2008-05-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

exams wor. can go and die already.
give up on studies. still can say VJC.
haiyo! still can say NUS. i don't want all that!
OMG! can it simply be le salle or NAFA?
then berklee or something? GAH!

2008-05-01T18:40:00.000-07:00

LABOUR DAY! err, that's it. BYE!

2008-04-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

shimron? idk! mitch also helped just now what.. by laughing at me! THANKS AH! gee! burn, haha! so funny! top most discussed topic! omg luh! my father's friend is called burn! and, because he was a mechanic, burn mechanic was his nickname! anyway, back to my own personal life for my own personal space! :D i wanna be a rockstar! not an a-star! not that! OMG! can anyone just listen to my needs? not your own wants of what my outcome should be! GEEZE! it's hard to express this out! if only in life, there are no problems at all! my last statement on my lit paper today was, 'life is unfair. it's just a matter of dealing with it.' HAHA! so funny! imagine if there was one essay question that needs you to write about bravery. a long time ago, there was. then this guy, he wrote, 'This is bravery.' just one line, and handed up! guess what? HE SCORED FULL MARKS! haha! okay. anyway, i think he's a pervert luh. don't know wanna help or wanna just show macho! haiyo! he never took his hand back while taking that thing lor! haiyo! made me feel so insecured! anyway, went pp to play arcade before leaving for dear friend's house, afterwhich i dropped by my cousin's for nothing! then headed for home! so, here i am, at 11.52pm, posting my post after a 3-day no use computer campaign self initiated itself to be in my life occured. okay? well, i guess that's it. it's just that i'm feeling as such..!

I'm through with standing in line
To clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be
I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me
I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
I'm gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
'Cause we all just
Wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses
Driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and
The drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny
'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
Today's who's who
They'll get you anything
With that evil smile
Everybody's got a
Drug dealer on speed dial
Hey, I wanna be a rockstar
I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
From a pez dispenser
I'll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

2008-04-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

HOME SCHOOL ME SOMEONE!
I WANT MUSIC AS MY MAIN FOCUS AND NOT ALL THOSE TRIGONOMETRY CRAP!
I WANNA GO LE SALLE OR NAFA IN THE AIM OF MUSIC!
BERKLEE, NOT OXFORD OR HARVARD!
PLEASE! UNDERSTAND MY NEEDS NOT YOUR OWN!

2008-04-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

I would have given you all of my heart
But theres someone whos torn it apart
And hes taken just all that I had
But if you want Ill try to love again
Baby Ill try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky hes cursed
When it come to loving me hes the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that Ive cried
And Im sure going to give you a try
And if you want Ill try to love again
Baby Ill try to love again but I know

2008-04-24T22:46:00.000-07:00

hello hello!
being busy again these days!
err, i'm not only selling fbts and skinnies lah sey!
i'm selling pens too!
it's actually my uncle's.
he's shop was forced to close down as he has no confidence in continuing it.
he has no energy for it as he suffers from major diseases.
so, he wants to sell off his instocks.
i'm being a kind soul here and helping him,
his stationeries are sold at a lower price.
just to keep him going and selling off his stocks.
i'm glad i'm helping him complete his desire!
not other things like stealing and smoking!
i mean, i must admit, things like these are hard to let go!
but, one down, one more to go!
anyway, please buy the pens or pencils or, practically anything you want.
i mean, stationery luh.
anyway, i just wanna drop school and start working.
my heart no longer belongs in that school!
no longer belongs in the field. i wanna work!
and, start earning my own money!
i want MUSIC! not trigonometry, history and geography!!!
my field is music! can someone just understand it!
if only the school has something that enables us to showcase our talent!
NOT even BAND! omg!
aiya, it's just not their niche luh!
I WANNA SLEEP LUH! hoping for a better tomorrow!
bye!

2008-04-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

omg! sometimes, i just wonder!
it just affects everything you know?
i mean, like. i have to stop doing all these!
GAH GAH GAH! i'm very sad.
i'm suffering from depression!
can i just die and everyone can live in peace?
i'm just a burden don't ya think?
i do no good to anyone!
not in sch, not at home!
OMG! everything's the issue now!
MONEY, STUDIES, WORK! it's hard you see?!
i'm just gonna flung my exams and let my parents see the real me!
a stupid child who has no future!
then, they won't have to waste money anymore!
YAY! :D

We're off to the rodeo
To watch the cowboy show
The thing that makes them different
Than what we've grown to know
'Cause they'll take their knocks
And get back up and try all over again
The cowboy's worst enemy
Is also his best friend

There's monster trucks and broncin' bucks
And mean old Brahma bulls
Calf ropin', hog tying
And chuck wagon pulls
He's got pretty girls by his side
Everywhere he goes
Cowboy stuff ain't all that bad
Only during the show

Well, the days are long on the summer tour
They never seem to end
Cowboy's always waitin'
For his hurts to mend
There is special days every now and then
He rides the pain away
With twists and bends he whups his friends
And takes home the pay

2008-04-20T21:48:00.000-07:00

BUSY BEE!

2008-04-19T22:35:00.000-07:00

adil was attracting attention today.
and, i was trying to get shimron's.
anyway, received it and continued.
served, and was complimented.
hope to win the best service award next year?
i mean, studies have given up on me alrdy.
so, who cares luh!
err, yeah. it didn't stop.
he headed straight. without looking right and left.
what's this! nehmind. i pranked someone.
well, not really prank luh!
err. disturbed. OMG!
all my sms buddies are gone!
who's willing to replace them?
so that i won't die of boredom?
oh and, yeah. i wanna wear braces?
but, it's so EX! maybe get the cheaper one.
HAHA! i know, i very cheapo right?
what to do? brought up that way.
and, what's it like?! omg! GAH!

There's no windows in this place
For me to show my weary face
Rage I hold within my soul
At times I can not control
What's the point in me being here
When being here is what I fear
Everyday it's all the same
Trapped again in my own pain
I cry myself to sleep
So many secrets I must keep
No one to reach to nobody cares
Trapped in the middle of a distant stear
I've prayed that I was free
Of this grief that's filling me
Everywhere I turn
Every bridge must burn
There's no windows in this place
For me to show my weary face

2008-04-18T18:07:00.000-07:00

I think I'm falling in love
With the guy next door
'Cause I'm getting the kind of feeling
That I've never had before
It's running through my fingers
It's tickling my toes
My body's feeling all messed up
And my heart is yelling whoa

Mom, tell me, is this what it's like to fall in love?
Mom, tell me, is this what it's like to fall in love?

Each and every night
I see him in my dreams
He's the good-looking dude
That I've ever seen
I'd like to take him for a walk
And hold onto his hand
Watch the birds fly above
And make castles in the sand

2008-04-15T19:32:00.000-07:00

SHAY
SHIMRON
SHAHZAD
SHAURI
see the similarities?
but, different qualities. :D

2008-04-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

GEE! he's ignoring me!
and, i'm gonna die studying!
i really just wanna quit.
but, my parents were cool about what happened this morning!
HAH! so funny! amy, step aside. my parents don't care!
LOL! GRRR! cut hair until so short!
OMG! no! and, anyway, gonna meet her on wed!
don't keep me on that day okay?
i wanna go study now.!
bye!

2008-04-11T22:25:00.000-07:00

OMG! shimron is GAH hot!
was bullied by him though..!
so mean right? i know..! :(
oh no! anyway, went out with sister!
HAHA! with her soon to be!
hmph! so funny luh.!
they kept laughing laughing.
never knew them as such.
hmm. anyway, bought new bag.
HAHA! although cheapo cheapo type luh!
but, quite nice. so, wanna comment?
keep it to your self! okay!
BYE!

Life is such a funny thing
You never know what it'll bring
You know I'm just takin' it day by day
For you it comes so easily
For me it's just a fantasy
'Cause nothin', nothin' ever comes
my way I see you there,
I watch you fly If I could be you
I would touch the sky
But here I am, and there you are
Don't you know it's driving me
So crazy

I think I'm going crazy,
Can't take it anymore
Got one thing on my mind all the time
And it's driving me crazy, I think i'm going crazy
And I don't know what I'm doing
I just can't take your grace in
my face
'Cause it's driving me crazy
You do just what you wanna do
Everybody wants to be with you
It's something that I just don't understand
I don't believe you know what you got
And that's what puts me over the top I'm running
I'm running just as fast as I can I see you there,
I watch you fly If I could be you
I would touch the sky
But here I am, and there you are
Don't you know it's driving me

2008-04-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

what happened to the stand by me and i'll stand by you thing? you don't know what i've been through all this while and then, you dare to still accuse me of the ridiculous? ytvubg is wrong with you? you don't know how much i suffer thinking about you. missing you. yet, this is what i get back in return? OMG! how much more do you want to hurt me? it's not my fault i'm sick everywhere right? i didn't ask for it! it's nobody's fault. not even my creator! OMG! bug off luh!

okay. school was as usual. english CA today. geog CA today also.! okay.. well, that's over! i bet i'm gonna fail both things! what he mean by degil? eh, that's just my handwriting. walao! okay luh. anyway, yesterday's weather was so hot! therefore my migraine attacked severely. it's not my fault right? i decided not to go floorball and, well, got into TROUBLE for that! what the hell! GOSH! why aren't everyone like you! just so kind and understanding! omg! i feel like this world is gonna end soon. i mean, like, you are not my everything luh. but you just make my days go down low. i've been going through this enough! i just wanna drop out of school! maybe i just take one subject for o levels. err. GEE! maybe none. i suck at them all! i wanna drop out of school! it's just creating more effing trouble! omg! school is like the most hardest difficulty my parents are like facing! i don't care if i'm smart or not luh. as long as i can work and earn money to help my parents right? they need the money more than me. health is more important than education right? i've been having severe migraine attacks these days. and, it's like sorta affecting my stupid studies! GEE! so irritating! and, my back aches are coming back very often now. my chest is suddenly pain and, my stomach never stops hurting! OMG! i should just die right? i mean like, i'd rather die than waste my parent's money on health, education and all the rubbish things happening! OMG! if i stop school, i can proceed on in life with talent. it's more interesting than all those subjects i learn in school. furthermore, they don't encourage student who are musically inclined t pursue their passion of music! they, banned band! for no particular reason! just because we weren't productive! and, that's because the school didn't want us to have an INSTRUCTOR! gee! they just don't understand us do they? it's so so effing irritating! omg! NO! life is just too unfair already. if i cannot take it, i just have to tell my parents to stop depending on me, and start depending on my brother. if we're both hopeless, go and adopt some smart child that can actually bring pride to our family! i just can't take these stressful life anymore! don't wait till i commit suicide yeah? it's really taking me over! especially them! those effing idiots! GEE!

2008-04-09T20:15:00.000-07:00

why should any thought be small, if i'm gonna think at all? if i stand up tall, i'm not afraid to fall. and i think big, i can do it all!

2008-04-07T23:14:00.000-07:00

SHOOTS!!!!!!!! i'm gonna get f9 for everything!
okay. wait. today's day was pretty tiring!
haha! and, shah kena bullied by ehem.
haha! so funny! shahzad is not replying my messages.
never mind.
questions t self.
do i really like mitch?
shimron is damn hot! but, am i allowed t like him?
fausto is boring but, might have feelings for him..
shahzad never replies my messages anymore. attached but can timer.!
as what jay would say.
then, shae has been giving me pieces of advice non stop.
not sure about his status but ...!
haiyo! nehmind la.! err..! e learning is so hard t do!
well, it would have been put in a harsh way la. but ...!
nehmind! good night!

2008-04-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

BAR-FREE DAYS ARE OVER!
lol! i just went t a bar just now.
an actual bar. i mean, i entered it.
normally, i would just stay outside..
but, i went in yesterday.
oh wait. i remember playing and running in Lagenda when i was small.
but, that was when i was young.
it wouldn't have meant a thing that time.
now, i went t 'The Bar' at Raffles Town Club.
yeah! then, can see all the people who waste time and money there.
HAHA! but the swimming pool i tell you!
omg! damn nice..
but, people will think you're crazy t swim at 12.30 am!
HAHA! yeah.
went there after the Dance Concert.
which was superb!
it was damn nice.
and, for some people, poor thing!
dear friend, dian, did a superb job!
CONGRATS friend.!
yeah. well, i'm damn sleepy!
who wouldn't right? after a trip t a night club!
or, i mean a bar! HAH!
okay! everyone, don't be naughty and go t the bar.!
especially when the next day you have sunday school!
GDNIGHT!

2008-04-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

it's been a while now.
you got me feelin like a child now!
and everytime i see you bubbly face
i get the tingles in a silly place!

BULLSHIT! UTTER BULLSHIT!
god dammit! life sucks!
it's like the don't know how many-eth time already!
get me my presents! please!
i need em! :P seriously. i can wait till august though.
now, my parents adopt a sister! omg la!
i can't even tahan with my older brother, then they go and adopt a younger sister.
HAHA! so irritating can. she like cannot stop talking lor!
WALAO eh! geeze! people.! who got knee wrap?
can lend me?

2008-04-02T22:32:00.000-07:00

I feel tears wellin' up cold deep inside
like my heart's sprung a big break
and a stab of loneliness sharp and painful
that I may never shake
You might say that I was taking it hard
since you wrote me off with a call
But don't you wager that I'll hide in sarrow
when I may lay right down and bawl

Now the race is on
and here comes pride in the backstreatch
Heartaches goin' to the inside
My tears are holdin' back
They're tryin' not to fall
My hearts out of the runnin'
True love's scratched for another's sake
The race is on and it looks like heartaches
and the winner looses all

One day I ventured in love
never once suspectin' what the final result would be
and how I lived in fear of waking up each morning
finding that you're gone from me
There's ache and pain in my heart
for today was the one that I hated to face
Somebody new came up to win her
and I came out in second place

2008-04-02T21:54:00.000-07:00

i thought after doing what you wanted me t do, you would spend more time with me. but, no..! you decided that your friends were more important. and, you left me dangling there like some effing idiot! and now, after hurting me inside out, you still wanna do your all so good acting t me? i don't think it'll work anymore.. come up with all sorts of excuses just t get away from me. OMFG! forget it.! i think it's enough you hurt me and it's about time to tell the truth. GOODBYE for GOOD!

anyway, today, school was horrible.! i mean like. the friends part no la. but, like i witnessed two people cry in front of my eyes. i got my brother his stuff and my dear friend got so neglected. anyway, GAH! parents and teacher are like stressing us up la! OMG! so irritating can! like, what they expect? distinction like a perfect woman does it is it? no one's perfect la can?! and, i'm very tired la! i don't feel like coming school already la! so irritating! i somehow can't wait for my brother to go for NS! then, more friends can stay over. HAHA! my parents approve that leh. so cool right?
provided she knows the person la! and, yeah. i guess that's about it. i can't tahan already. anymore orders? then, sms me. by tomorrow please. and payment by friday? yeah. anyway, after that still got la! HAHA! don't worry. wanna buy penin stuff also can. i don't mind spending my time going there to buy it for you. just pay me the price i charge lor. i mean it will be the same price as i bought it luh. but, yeah. okay! gtg! gdnight! bye!

2008-04-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

you know what?
i can also help you get things that you often see at penin..
just tell me the thing and i'll shall go and check it out for you!
HAHA! okay. that was random!
anyway, can like someone remind me that i wanna buy straws.!
urgently needed. HAHA! i'm gonna start a new collection!
GAH! i really am in need of cash.
those who i owe them and are reading this blog, i'm so sorry!
anyway, please support me for my selling of things..!
HAHA! i'm damn bored now. i feel so bad for not inviting the other people..
haiyo! who cares la.! i veh sleepy already..! HAHA!

2008-03-31T21:27:00.000-07:00

omg! muddar!
it's so irritating la!
i mean you said you swear t god somemore.
that's why i believe.
now, the 'bridge of trust' went out of the window.
it's time you earn it back.
and, to earn it back ain't that easy aite?
i like almost cried for two times today!
like geeze! i cannot tahan sia!
lucky i had friends like them.
damn funny luh. we kept singing.
HAHA! oh no.! conflict..
DIE! not..! eh.. my birthday still got about 4 months leh..
got time t save money. see the wishlist.
but, please contact my friends so you don't get the same thing as them.
HAHA! if not, wasted.
come, i tell you where the things i want can be found at.
HAHA! marina square, groove nation there. a shop called recoil sells nice striped shirts.
then, birkenstocks can get from world of sports. it's not too expensive la. about $99?
HAHA! okay. then, err, new handphone..? aiyah. anywhere also got la. HAHA! i want slide phone hor. HAHA! :D
okay.. err. cardigans and guitar can get from peninsular. but, bring me when you wanna buy.. HAHA! then, you won't buy the wrong one. HAHA!
floorball stick? valhall lor. take a cab from anywhere and say valhall, kallang. HAHA! tampines also got valhall. the swimming complex there. the sticks shouldn't be heavy yea?
err.. salomon shoes? world of sports also got. make sure it's the orange pair. :P
the rest are basically in the names itself. old navy, new urban male, topshop. yeah..!
that's it.! 4 months is a long time. start saving now. I WILL PROMISE TO LOVE YOU like i've always done if you get me most of what is listed. HAHA! not the laptop part la. but yea.
oh wait. i forgot. polo also can get from peninsular. striped ones, not there please. i don't like.
HAHA! omg! i suddenly feel so excited for my birthday. but, i think it would be as expected.
GAH! i hate today except what happened together with members.
love ya'll..!

2008-03-30T21:49:00.000-07:00

okay ya'll!
updates on sales.
the fbts come in two types.
dry fit and non dry fit.

Size available
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actually, if you want t buy anything, just try asking, cause who knows? i might just be able t help you get it. actually, i'll try my best t get it for you...

2008-03-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

hello world!
today was damn funny!
for those who actually know who cikgu johan is..
played bowling with him in the team.
HAHA! it was so funny..!
but, he's damn good can..
OMG la! HAHA!
i lost t him! geeze!
anyway, that was after sunday school.
after bowling, went t meet *ehem*..
then, went t raffles for sorta late lunch and early dinner?
idk! i was just hungry. and that was about 4++?
yeah. then, after the meal, went marina square.
i mean i just marina square-d with members yesterday..
HAHA! but, my companion wanted t go there what.
so, just go lor... anyway got a lot of things in return.
got the adidas limited edition rose gold stainless steel watch..
then, got an orange + lime green water bottle.
then, told *ehem* about my cousin's birthday.
then, helped me buy the same water bottle but different colour.
also got a shirt. WALAO! a lot sia! LOL!
okay. yeah. so, that's about it. hope t go out with my companion again soon!
so funny t call ya that. okay! bye!

2008-03-29T22:42:00.000-07:00

family day
movie
birthday surprise
disneyland!

2008-03-27T21:42:00.000-07:00

actually, school was crap. but what happened after that was damn sizzling hot! (yesterday)
saw him for the err. 4th or 5th time..! omg la! but i doubt he remember me..! OMG! like he was so hot can..! then shah helped but in the end didn't lor! HAHA! anyway, school today was fun! no wait. school was boring. but, what happened after that was fun..! HAHA! hmmm.. i am so sleepy. BYE!
you wanna communicate? sms me!! don't call, but, sms can lor! HAHA!

2008-03-26T22:22:00.000-07:00

school was SAI!
okay, who want t help me?
i'm selling FBTs and skinny jeans.
of course got the different colours available la. just enquire and you'll get.
but, not on my blog. sms me. emails might be neglected too.
98494335
help help help! ~support me!
lol! i will pass it to you in school.
you can go ask your outside friends t order too.
then, if need t meet-up, at pr..
only at pr. cause i don't have that much freedom aites..?
if you want, then, order then we can work something out!
yeah? thanks.. just, please support.

2008-03-25T23:10:00.000-07:00

GOD DAMMIT!
ask me why, and you'll die! :Z

2008-03-24T22:31:00.000-07:00

omg! today, reached home like 10+pm.
only for the class. i didn't know i'd do that much for 303.
he's the only reason i'm attempting t be enthu.
anyway, like drenched all the way t far east and back.
then reach home like late. then homework all?
how? walao! can't manage education la.
can i just drop out? i don't care anymore..!
someone just answer and counsel me!
wait.
i had this conversation with my dad once. it's not funny okay.
we were talking talking about drums. then,
dad: if you want t buy. don't buy the drumset. buy dtx.
me: (then, i was thinking thinking.) (then i asked) if i save enough money, should i buy laptop or dtx?
dad: of course laptop la. you need it for you education.
me: ( i was like thinking. after asking this question, it's the same as asking should i proceed on with life through education or talent.. if talent, i can just drop out of school now lor. like they both cost the same anyway. i mean like a drumset can make me a drummer as a future proffesion right? then, a laptop helps me with the research and all that sai! so, they both are important anyway in both faculties. and, i'm still waiting for that answer)
i bet i'm going ITE already la. i mean like people only go poly when they are certain of what their future profession should be. some go JC cause their too smart or, they wanna do literature. the others go ITE for the rare course that poly does not contain, or, their just like me. a failure in everyone's life. somebody, anybody, everybody. answer this question i ask myself and never gets an answer. talent or education? i'm gonna start attempting my FNN now. nights ya'll...

2008-03-23T12:29:00.000-07:00

"What if you have no tomorrow to look forward to?"

2008-03-22T22:46:00.000-07:00

went t yamaha t buy capo.
but, god dammit.
damn expensive.
then, decided t buy strings.
then, found one that cost $188.##..
so, we decided t ask the shopkeeper.
HAHA! i was like,"eh, we see his paiseh face.."
so mean right? haha!
anyway, didn't buy la.
cause the BRIDGE, not sold there.
must go peninsula only.
anyway, after that.
go see horsey. then got stuck in the rain.
so, we bought ponchos and walked in the rain.
all the way t pasir ris town park.
for her t fish. but, must pay. damn ex sia! $45.
like who'll do that? HAHA!
so, we decided t go swimming.
went t my house. took clothes and took off.
we swam like so fun lor.
HAHA! then, hanged and hanged.
until 10 ++.. surprisingly, my parents neh scold.
HAHA! okay. this is my first t many.
and, we talked about a mini home for ourselves.
OMG! how fun is that...!
but, parents haven't approved cause haven't confirm.
HAHA! okay. wanna sleep. bye!

2008-03-21T21:09:00.000-07:00

superb work by rowan atkinson..! if he can do it, i should be able t..
HAHA!

2008-03-20T22:22:00.000-07:00

mat nor and rizal came back.
guess t take their money.
since he is in charge of the exterior guests..
i shall ask him about how he knew TRIBAL TIDES!
omg la! okay. i'm just overly obsessed. HAH!
somehow, he just reminds me of my late grand-dad can..
OMG! same name some more.
if i never saw or met him right, i guess my.. neh-mind.
anyway, err. oh yeah.
suppose t go home with atiqah.
then, she had t go home first.
so hanged with nat.
then, she needed t go popular.
apparently, it was closed.
so, we went evergreen.
she bought her stuff. and then, belah.
HAHA! then, we left for home.
i had t rush home cause after that, need t go out.
well. it's our prophet's birthday tonight.
so that explains the trip t the mosque?
yeh.. that's it. HAHA! BYE!

2008-03-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

TRIBAL TIDES!
omg.! they so rock t the core.
just saw them on sunday and whoa!
saw them again today.
but, only thing it's not the full band.
so wasted. but nevertheless.
the best players were there..
Muhammad Nor and Rizal..
HAHA! apparently, they are my father's friends.
and my father idolise Mat Nor himself.
he's like the oh so good and famous drummer la.
OMG! this band is like more that 15 years alrdy.
anyway, that's the highlight for the day la.
then, after that, had meeting.
whoa! NOT THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!
however, surprisingly, we managed t get things done la.
AHA! okay. that's it. BYE!

2008-03-18T18:32:00.000-07:00

we screwed up!
but don't despair.!
it's only the first.!
HAHA! :P

2008-03-17T20:31:00.000-07:00

FIRST JAM SESSION!

2008-03-16T23:33:00.000-07:00

105

hello! went for mosaic festival just now.
omg! super nice la.
and, school's starting tomorrow.
that's kinda good + bad don't ya think?
but, it's book and music week..
so, i'm guessing there's no lessons?
HAHA! hope not lor..!
anyway, MOVIE?
yeah.. watched no reservations..
darn darn darn sweet..!
i know i a bit outdated la.
but, how does that affect ya?
HAHA! yo. no more vids?
i bet that's what you're thinking.
HAHA! must wait until i got time.
lols! i wish people can just share their knowledge easily.
i mean, not t say that i'm good at catching it or whatever la.
anyway, i think i'm a visual learner..
HAHA! cause when i see the person do it then, i can do it.
okay okay. need t get ready for school..
lol! there's nothing t do, anyway.
just, wanna sleep. HAHA!
goodnight..!

2008-03-15T22:25:00.000-07:00

YAY!
watched keeping up with the steins last night.
and watched no reservations just now.
so sweet.. as in the second movie. the first one?
well, it was okay la. HAHA!
hmmm. today, revealed t parents about what me and my friends have been doing lately.
and, they seem neutral about it..
they say, just as long as i know how t behave lor.
HAHA! hmmm.. if only i earn that much a month..
i'll have most of what i want in no time!
HAHA! actually, must have time one la.
anyway, i thought of buying the yellow guitar at peninsula..
anyone helpful and kind enough t help. HAHA!
it's cheap. LOL!
hmmm.. what happened today? nothing much on the com.
just went t east coast. ate breakfast, with my BOYFRIEND!
actually, it wasn't really breakfast. it was kinda lunch?
yeah. then dl-ed songs.. for dearest daddy..!
HAHA! omg! i love my boyfriend so much.
I KNOW NO ONE KNOWS WHO HE IS!
but, trust me. he's a good one. HAHA!
you don't need t know, dude.!
he's part of my personal life.. why so KAYPOH!
haha! okay. now, we need a capo. maybe a few of them..
anyone who knows who i shall seek to..?
ewww! my brother's room is full of ants..! DUMB!
cause he left the unwrapped chocolate in the open..
EWWW! sick sia! omg! okay. anyway, that's all i guess.
need t sleep early. tomorrow got sunday school..!
HAHA! and, i promised that i'll be late. JUST KIDDING!
omg! okay la. next post, good night.! BYEBYE!
yo, i wasn't kidding about the guitar, you know?

2008-03-14T20:01:00.000-07:00

okay! hello!
i've been pretty busy lately.
wait. err. have i?
HAHA! idk! on wednesday was leap years.
then yesterday, jayne's. created a secret there.
and today, step up 2.. HAHA!
and some other movies later.
as in today the later. haven't finish watching yet.
so probably comment it another time.
today, just now.
was like desperately looking for piano scores.
serene i need your help now..!
HAHA! i can't sight read...!
lols! what a thing t share with all you people!
anyway. err. today was so fun!
omg! we just went penin yesterday and we're going again tmr!
HAHA! YAY! so fun! i'm gonna buy more ******!
haha! it's should be pin protected cause it's weird for me t buy this.
and omg! i'm sorry iona! he's such a bastard!
idk what t do anymore. you go and ask aishah help you.
sorry sorry..! but like. now that we're fighting, i scared he report ya'll...
very scary now... haiya!! but he's so irritating.
HAHA! okay.. now, shahzad just can't leave my mind.
and adil?? well. saw him and lost interest in him. HAHA!
100%! and err. mitch and shimron? did not see them.
so sad. but i sms-ed.. but, no reply.
so irritating..! why no one reply one?
am i not loved? HAHA! okay..! err...
and, fausto is just getting more boring by the day,
it's so irritating.! HAHA! imagine la.
okay. don't..! cause i'm lazy t describe the situation.
HAHA! cause, my english sucks.
and i'm still considering what my life should be.
i mean, i haven't thought and chosen my future yet la..!
haiyo! you know, it's damn critical that i do it quick..!
GRRRHHH! i wanna go watch more movies now..
haha! sorry. bye..! you want? you sms me..! lols!
i reply, unlike those above.!!!!
gdnight!

2008-03-12T20:36:00.000-07:00

okay.. sorry. long time no post.
not allowed t use the computer for dunno what reason.
okay. err, anyway. friendly against MJC was superb.
we won. and err. yeah. went valhall and then kallang leisurepark.
then, heavy rain but still had t go back.
then, err. okay. that day is over.
today? extra lessons. then... err.
today is tuesday right? NO!
tuesday was yesterday when the above happened.
okay. then today, wednesday.
extra lessons for SS! err. i just think i suck la.
i don't get a single thing.
but i'm just too afraid t admit it.
then hold up the whole class. NO WAY!
err. watched leap years with NAT!
then.. sms-ed fausto.
but, he didn't reply. then, i suddenly miss shimron.!
he looked so hot la just now..! bag so low. act cool only.
HAHA! err. adil wasn't there. just like i thought he wouldn't.
anyway. i miss shahzad alot!
really!! and he said he replied my messages.
but, it's my stupid phone! i didn't receive it.
can you imagine!! he's been replying and it's like as if i have been ignoring him..?!
omg! i feel damn guilty..!
i need t change phone t one that can actually RECEIVE messages.
you know, normally. in this kinda situations..!
i'll just start using the effs! but i'm controlling.
you know how hard is it t NOT miss this person.
he's just a little more special than everyone else..
idk why. but he is..! OMG!
and it all started at s&s...!
just that one look and now, we're that 'close'...
i just need t go and sms now.
so sorry. hope t be able t use the com really soon for my next post.
GOOD NIGHT ya'll..!
okay wait. one more..! I MISS MITCH! how?! lols!

2008-03-08T21:46:00.000-08:00

okay! hello hello!
yesterday was crappy la.
2.4 for them and me, just another boring day.
omg la! stupid adil was pissing me off la.
he said he'll be there but, NO! he wasn't.
sms-ed him and what do i get? NOTHING!
omg! okay la. that's over. can't really blame everything on him.
so poor thing. HAHA! i just can't bear t blame so much on him.
anyway, about yesterday?
well, helped everyone do stuff.
and, shimron looked so hot la, yesterday.
i'm starting t like him.. which is a good thing.
cause, then, i won't be a lesbian! HAHA!
then, at night, someone sms-ed.
but sadly, i was sleeping! omg!
you know how guilty i felt, not replying his message?
omg la! shahzad! i was like so sad.
it's so hard t sms him and when he does, i neh reply.
i so miss him a lot a lot okay!
i feel so bad la. anyway, then, i replied him this morning.
and he said, i'm not anyone special what.
and i was like, OMG! you are la!
okay. wadeva. that's irrelevant.
anyway, today, was CIP at chinatown.
err. for singapore disability sports council.
then, we decided t go outta that place.
so, we went t harbourfront, vivo.
then me and jasmine went t harbourfront..
then, we stood at the taxi stand.
you know why?
cause, when people alight from the taxi, they should have the change in their hand what.
then, they just put in the coins they have lor.
HAHA! how smart are we?
anyway, okay. while all that was happening, i forgot what happened first.
in the early morning today, it was parent teacher's meet.
you know, how every student hates this unless they're the first in level or something.
anyway, mine was definitely not close t that la.
i was like 2nd!! 2nd last that is.
omg! you know how upsetting it was for my parents?
then somemore, i failed english.
they're dissapointed meter rushed up even higher.
i was like already starting t cry la.
i failed 3 subjects you know?
like, it's bad enough for me t be in 303!
OMG! i think secondary school life is utter rubbish.
that's why there were a lot of primary 6 drop-outs..!
i think i shall be like them la. no need t study till sec sch.
HAHA! okay. anyway, thank god that foo fighter neh say anything.
hmm! okay. i shall continue on.
after the donation drive, i went home while the rest watched movie.
and then, met parents at RH.. t eat.
since they were hungry. i was also la. so i ate.
then, we headed for home.
HAHA! i spent so much today!
i'm so gonna die. then after spending so much, my father said,
"remember, you need t pay me $12 for your top-up card"
then, i was like, you mean the handphone and ez-link i must pay myself also?
omg la! anyway, $12 because i paid $14 for my mother's doctor bill already.
okay, so, then he said. ya la! then we give you so much for what?
150 bucks per month??!!! is so much??!!
t count ah, i use about $5 a day.
one week, $25. one month, $100 already.
then i only have $50 left. ez-link? $27.50.
handphone top-up card? $26!
that's more than $50!! how t save like that.
i just have t wait long long for my long awaited laptop lor like that.
OMG! so irritating.! okay. i can't eat anymore!
i must save up. i only have about 80 bucks left for the month.!
i'm so so gonna die. and that's why i need t sleep now.
HAHA! so i got enough energy t not eat.
but i managed t watch some vids though.
HAHA! today's theme? SPORTS! (tricks)

this is extremely cool la! like how on earth can they do that. the white guy is damn fast sia! if only i can do that. confirm i'll be extremely fit la! okay, moving on.

this is another cool stuff. it's super cool and super useful for a tournament la.! HAHA!
okay. got one more. about the same stuff as the first vid. and i like the part that he entered the car. that is for the next video. HAHA!

okay. that's all la. i very sleepy. NOT! i wanna watch TV. which is showing news now. HAHA!
night everyone! until the next post.

2008-03-06T20:30:00.000-08:00

OMG! today was crap okay!
so irritating! like i didn't even do anything and she scolded me.
WTH!! she just likes t find fault and pull my tie away..
pull la! i mean like, i also do no good in council what.!
walao! i just do no good on earth.
i was created by god t do no evil but i was given no chance t do good.
which makes me neutral. i have no life!
OMG! can i just die this instant?
eat 5kg of salt and i'll instantly die!
just like what we learned today during bio!
omg omg omg! or maybe not die la.
just stop school and all my stress is gone.!
i will just end up t be a road sweeper anyway (like what was imagined in others' eyes)
it's so saddening how we are judged for every single thing we do.
and we do things every tick of the clock!
OMG! can i just quit school and reduce the burden on my parents' shoulder?
please! i can't take it. the fact that they're suffering t buy my school stuff!
omg! i'd rather them use the money and pay the bills and fines or whatever!
anyway, all these ended there and then..
until she appeared in the blaze of glory.
she happened t be very nice today.
it's like i like her or something! but, NO!
i can't. she's taken. i wanna remain straight!
OMG! how can i do this? i have a code of honour t follow and stick t.
okay. well, talked extremely a lot t her and that actually changed my unsightly day.
a day, i wish will only happen once in my life.
anyway, well, if only she wasn't taken, i might even turn out t be a lesbian!
OMG! no. i think better not. okay.!
well, i guess i'm gonna end now. and people, my phone's taken.
i mean, i haven't top-up yet.
i'm so sorry t those who have tried contacting me.
like serene! HAHA! sorry dear buddy!
soon okay. soon..! HAHA!
good night all. until tmr. or not. idk.
*no more vids ya'll. just, not today.*

2008-03-04T22:18:00.000-08:00

2nd!

2008-02-28T23:33:00.000-08:00

okay..! HELLO HELLO!
my phone is officially GONE!
omg! my prepaid is damn low!
anyway, sch today was okayla.
err. report of theft incidents came in a few times t VP.
hmmm. then, stayed back for remedial.
then stayed with Nat.
then, maria needed our help t keep her company in the CL3.
and so, being kind, good hearted people, we did.
then, had t lock the door..
so, we left. and then, when we came back, i got hell of a shock.
well, actually, not really la. but still..
okay.. then, he was eating chewing gum.
and i pleaded for one. and he gave four.
how sweet. but i shared la. i'm kind and good hearted okay..?!
anyway, err. then Nat had t go. and so, i stayed with the other two.
played all that we could. and they needed cash.
so we asked. as usual.
then he asked, " why always indirectly eh? that time you also..."
then i, being a good and kind hearted girl, just kept quiet and let him talk.
HAHA! okay. then, waited for danielle and rachel tan t go home together.
then, we did. so we took the bus and all that crap.
and we fooled a sec two. DAMN FUNNY LA!
HAHA! okay... then reach home about 7.. then did the necessaries.
and used the computer until now, 11.28pm.
reason? watched videos..! HAHA! i'm so in love with this song.
and it's so about me... wait..

and one more? well, this is a sad and nice song. it's really worth listening t.. (for me, who is a kind and good hearted girl..) HAHA!

the two above vids are about the same group of people. they're all in the same order. never change one. and they're siblings. for the left three people, they're actually triplets. according to the first vid, they look extremely cute as triplets. HAHA!
sometimes, people don't get how kind and good hearted you are.
so, imply that fact in them. like i just did! HAHA!
hmm! okay. wanna sleep. i think tomorrow i going home late again.
about 10 plus? HAHA! okay.
cause yesterday, i came home at 8.. then today at 7..
i think tomorrow 9 or later lor. like who even cares..?!
HAHA! i give up on school. i'm just not worth spending so much money on.
i'm not doing any good for the family.. ! OMG!
good night la... wanna sleep already.

2008-02-26T21:14:00.000-08:00

okay! another video day for me. HAHA! hmm. this time, about coffee and ART! haha!

then another one is a group of siblings i think. it's so cute..! HAHA! the older boy's voice is NICE!

2008-02-25T22:51:00.000-08:00

okay okay, i promise this is the last vid. HAHA! today is just simply vid-watching day! HAHA! 2502!

2008-02-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

eh eh. found one more. more funnier. no stairs t climb still got that move. HAHA! it's just so cool. they tried t play guitar? and the mic stand becoming the fine girl? HAHA!

2008-02-25T22:32:00.000-08:00

so nice. and cool..! and the band is an all-girl one. and the dance is so sync..! and the move is simply so childish! HAHA! i loike!

2008-02-24T21:18:00.000-08:00

okay. today?
i found out the chemistry between me and my father.
i used to hate my father alot.
he used to take whatever money i have or he can find in my room.
i got fed-up and started lying.
today, he came into my room and explained everything..
then, i felt it. just it.. i don't know what 'it' is. but i felt it.
i was so sad la. i almost cried. then he said that, he'll try t get me
a drumset, a guitar and a laptop.
all of which i have always wanted.
but i told him. the laptop, let me work it out on my own.
i'll save for it. like how i did for my camera and psp.
then he said, of course if i have money, you'll get everything.
then, it was obvious, we we're lagging behind in terms of finance.
i realised then that i fell into severe peer pressure.
all of my friends are those that are too well off.
parents' salary are above 6-7k and stuff.
mine is hardly 1k.. imagine paying for everything.
and in sch, i've been owing people money.
i'm sure t pay them someday. when i save enough.
i then realised that all in all, i owe people about 120 bucks?
yeapp. 100 for the stick and 20 for the food i was too greedy for..
omg! why didn't you make me realise at that point of time god?
now, i regretted borrowing money and i'm in trouble cause i can't pay them in time..!
omg omg omg..! i just h0pe you'll bless my family and grant us peace, god..
that's all i'm asking for. i'll promise t do what i'm on earth for.
just give my parents the best of health and also for my brother.
i don't have t be healthy cause it's hard t maintain me.
just make sure they are at the healthiest stage now, and forever.

2008-02-22T20:14:00.000-08:00

okay! school was boring.
but what happened after that was fun.
then it became boring and then fun again..!
haha!! okay. basically, we had t go for this forum on leadership for girls.
we took a mini van there. and me, serene and danielle chose the front.
for what reason? there's more AIRCON! HAHA!
anyway, on our way there. whoa! serene never stopped talking, can..?
like omg! then she was like not really talking. she was practically shouting okay..?!
then i was like, "serene, can you relax or not?"
then mr lim was like he turned around t look at serene, who was by that time, still making noise.
HAHA! anyway, then, suddenly someone saw a squirrel.
then, once again. SERENE: where where? (looking out of the window)
: (when she saw it) EEEEEEEE! (a high pitch one) i saw i saw..!
omg la! me and danielle was already laughing like hell!! HAHA!
omg! she's damn excited for what also i don't know..! HAHA!
okay. then we reached there. the language center...
there, we started sms-ing our friends la. cause we were like 1 hour early.
then, she sms-ed hers. but neh reply. i sms-ed mine, then he replied.
she, apparently, was jealous. HAHA! then later hers reply. and she was damn happy.
HAHA! okay. we were high before the thing la. before the thing started.
when it started, immediately, everyone slept. not really everyone la.
allyson, me, serene and fengou.we all slept okay. like so weird. we were so high before.
and zap, we were all asleep. HAHA! okay.
then, on our trip back... me and allyson decided t do what we planned on total defence day.
i held serene tight, while allyson start tickling her.
and so, we did. we spoke malay before we started.
then, when we did it, serene *SCREAMED* mr lim's name..!
haha! but he didn't entertain her. cause he was on the phone..
HAHA! then we all started laughing at serene lor..
it was extremely funny! HAHA! omg! i cried while laughing on that.
damn funny..! then we had t go through a tunnel.
the KPE tunnel. then again, serene.
"eh eh.. got tunnel. sshhhsshhh.."
and i was thinking.. why is it that we must keep quite while going through a tunnel?
HAHA! then i told allyson and apparently, everyone heard. HAHA!
and again, serene was the subject of the laughter.
OMG! so fun la..! okay. now, i'm sleepy. HAHA!
goodnight.

2008-02-21T21:59:00.000-08:00

YAKO! school was damn boring!
omg! can die! will confirm fail Core Geog!
anyway, went t the hospital for my check up,
and therefore, didn't attend Bio lesson.
HAHA! omg! actually that was a bad thing la.
then at the hospital, had t make appointment for-
scanning/ X-ray. it just had t be next week.
then they said, if morning what day you want?
then i was like thinking thinking. finally,
TUESDAY! then my father asked.
tuesday morning got what? then i was like,
MALAY!.. then he was like so you want t skip
malay and fail it? then i was like. I HATE MALAY!
then they just had t choose the earliest timing..
so i don't think i'll be able t miss malay anymore la.
walao! it's like the most boring day ever..! i mean.
whenever there is malay. then now, she wants malay
remedial every monday. then tuesday is like err. nth
at the moment. wednesday is CCA. thursday is math.
and friday is CCA also. HAHA! omg! so stress. but i
figure remedial is better than tuition la. it's free some more.
okay. i'm like wanting t break the news t my parents that,
i want guitar lessons. OMG! i'm damn bored staying home!
i don't mind paying it myself if they actually give me
enough la.! but like.. at the moment, they're not...
anyway, i'm damn angry at my dad.! he is such a useless
one! i'm just angry la, kay?
now, wanna watch american idol. HAHA!
until tomorrow or whatever. good night..

2008-02-20T21:42:00.000-08:00

hello!
okay.. i'm damn bored!
like how long more must i go through all this?
like omg la! i really cannot stand it.
sms-ed like matthew and fauzan today..!
cause the rest seems too busy with their stuff.!
lucky they entertain me. HAHA! but not matthew.
cause he was too busy studying. HAHA! like DUH!
anyway, hmm. core geog tmr.
i bet i'll fling it. like duh right?
obviously.! not that i'm the best at it la!
omg.! i don't know what i'm writing! OMG OMG!
i'm practically falling asleep using the computer now.
damn damn sleepy. haven't studied at all..
i just bet i'm going t fail it la!
gosh! i think it really is affecting everything!
you know what? people read my blog neh tag..!
so irritating okay.?! can you all like tag after reading or visiting?
omg! you guys got no life leh..!
haha! okay okay. i wanna sleep liao! HAHA!
see you all tomorrow or like soon or like i'll just sms you la!
haha! good night!

2008-02-19T22:24:00.000-08:00

OMG! i'm damn happy today..!
and somehow, only serene knows why.
haha! JAYNE, shah-tup la..!
HAHA! omg!
danielle.. i called him..!
haha! but serene helped me la.
in fact, i helped her..!
stupid girl..! HAHA!
omg! when will this ever happen again..?! never..!
cause serene got what she wanted and i'm at the losing end.
HAHA! anyway, after school like really the whole time we were in sch,
we went t buy bubble tea.
then i inserted the straw.
it leaked but i just continued drinking.
at the opposite of the road, at the bus stop.
i realised that my cup had a huge crack and that's why it was leaking.!
DUMB-ledore!
HAHA! omg! jayne was like laughing all the way lor.
haha! i seriously need t clear my room. omg!
anyway, those who wants t come my house right?
CAN.. when my house is cleared..
WHICH IS NEXT YEAR..!
haha! omg! i can't wait t go out with him...!
possible?! serene! help me..!
omg! i'm damn sleepy. neh study. neh do homework.!
DIE!! wanna sleep liao.
gdnite..! HAHA!

2008-02-18T22:06:00.000-08:00

this is another boy i admire. and i just found out about him today too! the song is like, a song i've been trying t master since forever.! omg! it just never happen!

2008-02-18T21:41:00.000-08:00

omg! ACS(I) is love..! not only is the school huge..! it's also the people there.! omg! seriously.! matthew! raemiguel! marcus! hadrian! peanut! and like who else ah? omg la! they're all damn friendly la. gosh..! _______! he's the cutest of them all. and like he looks like he can be a doctor! imagine how smart he looks like la.! he also look like someone we know..! haha! serene! omg! must go out okay..?! fire hydrant and mine also..! haha! ask them whether can bring peanut out..! HAHA!
okay anyway, because of that, we didn't attend sch for like the whole day. HAHA! so fun la. but i missed my CA! omg! so bad...! i hope i don't fail it.. HAHA! oh and yeah. got the news that i passed my maths. haha! pass can already la. no need for so high high. HAHA! hmm.. okay. tmr there's SS and then malay.! omg! no!! i don't wanna take both.! i suck at both. and i bet i won't even pass them la.! shoots..! and i'm not even studying it. HAHA! hmm! okay okay. wanna sleep. very sleepy. HAHA! woke up early cause of serene and danielle.! HAHA! hmm! okay okay. bye bye.! GODBLESSALLTHAT'SREADING!

2008-02-17T20:58:00.000-08:00

come everyone!
i'm being random today..!
come closer. come on...
closer!
closer la dey!
my birthday is on August 11!
and knowing that it's still long more to go,
you guys can save for it. HAHA!
look on the left for what i wish i'll get for my birthday.
knowing that my parents can't afford it, i'm depending on you guys,
my mates to get it for me..! HAHA!
i know i'm being a shameless person.!
haha! but if you're really my friend, you should know what's going on in my life.
okay?!
Okay okay. don't come closer anymore.
You'll spoil your eyes.
HAHA! sorry.! i'm just bored!
OKAY! this is the largest.! HAHA!
it's quite fun doing all these kinda things.
helps me overcome my boredom..!
haha! so please..?! thanks..!

2008-02-17T17:16:00.001-08:00

please watch it. it's damn beautiful. she's a born singer.!

2008-02-16T23:30:00.000-08:00

hello!
posted this morning cause i was bored.
anyway, now for the more serious post. NOT!
i changed my skin! HAHA! to a more orange-y one..!
haha! nice or not?! just say yes and be noble please...!
haha!! kay kay. anyway, today, went to my father's friend's workplace for some buffet..
then tapao and all for my brother who was damn lazy to even wake up from his bed...!
haha! okay. err.. then after that, went cousin's house to get the desktop.
then home and laptop and book..! haha!
anyone willing to give away their chicken soup at a damn low price?
like lower than $5?! HAHA!
omg! and i broke the news to my mother that i got what i didn't expect for bio.
i mean like i didn't want to la. because in a way, i'm making her feel bad and proud at the same time.
cause she'll obviously wanna reward me for it. but i don't want her to waste money..!
then before i told her about it, she asked what are your friend's getting if they get good grades, from their parents? (damn smart la she)
then i just answered la. some say they'll be getting $100. some, new phone. some, psp or pc..!
then she said oh okay. then after i spilled the beans, she said that when i get my salary i'll try to give you a reward okay? but not so much like what your friends are getting la. then i was like never mind la. it's okay. then she insisted. and OMG! i feel like crying now..!
okay okay. forget it. i finally had a conversation with them like after so long.
then left at approximately 11 to go to my cousin's house. midway, she called and said that she ain't allowed to go out. and i was like utterly disappointed la.! but wth.. i just returned home. and here i am posting this entry. okay. now, i wanna go continue reading my chicken soup.. HAHA!

goodnight
GODbless
goodbye

2008-02-16T09:55:00.000-08:00

Stolen from JayneCHAN's blog
1. Who sits behind you in english?
♥Jayne Sasha Chan Mah Kar.

2. If you could say anything to the
person who has hurt you most in life,
what would you say?
♥What the hell is your effing problem? GET LOST!.

3. When will your next kiss be?
♥No idea! Like who plans their kisses?!.

4. What song are you listening to?
♥Chris Brown's With You.

5. Who does it remind you of?
♥Being with him.

6. What Was The Last Movie You Watched?
♥The Bratz! @ Sasha's house.

7. Which of your friends lives closest
to you?
Tan, Jansen, Chan and Wong.

8. What CD is in your stereo?
♥Some of which i'm sure you wouldn't know.

9. Has a friendship ended recently that
you wish hadn't?
Yes! Apparently, i think it has.

10. What did you do last night?
Posted the previous blog and watched TV then sleep.

11. When you're home alone, do you
listen to music?
Which music lover wouldn't?.

12. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glasses? HAHA!.

13. Last person you ditched class with?
Never did. So guai!.

14. Do you like your music loud or at a
reasonable level?
Reasonable level, cos sometimes i'm not alone at home. But i would if i am.

15. Are you a beach person or a snowy
mountain person?
Don't know?! I mean like i never experience snow in my life before. HAHA!

16. What are you most looking forward
to?
ACSI investiture (at this particular moment).

17. What is on your mind?
getting a new phone or lappytop!.

18. When do you prefer to take a
shower,morning or night?
Morning:]

19. Do you watch scary movies alone?
Never will! I don't even dare watching them with company! HAHA!.

20. What did you last eat?
Chicken Rice with Barbecue Chicken

21. Hugs or kiss?
i usually prefer the hugs.

22. Would you rather stay home all day,
or be out and about?
Depends on whether I got cash.

23. Look out the window... what do you
see?
Another block?.

24. What are your nicknames?
Jannah! Nurul, Banana, NJ! all by different people.

25. Last time you went to the mall?
err. last week? SUNDAY. to rent movies to be watched at the CHAN resident holiday inn.

26. Who last called you?
♥My mother.

27. Last thing you purchased?
lychee drink.

28. What's your favorite beverage?
Crysythemum. Lychee. Lemon barley. Wintermelon.

29. Plans for tonight?
Out with cousin!:]

2008-02-15T21:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO! long time no post.
let me explain what happened.. and explaining is listing..! HAHA!
okay.. errr.
Monday, 11th Feb 08
err.. shoots! what happened on monday? omg! i forgot..! haha! sorry. anyway, to carry on...
Tuesday, 12th Feb 08
okay. i should remember what happened on tuesday...! if not, i will be really suffering from severe short term memory(SSTM). HAHA! okay. err. stayed back with Natasha to study.. HAHA! err study? oh yeah. study maths. and this reminds me of what happened on MONDAY! haha! i had a test on monday. maths test. HAHA! and today was the results. hmmm. i got 16 i think.. haha! out of 20?! omg! it's so bad la. but at least i improved. stupid marideth got like 19?! omg! she can go and die la.! HAHA! so funny. i'm like used to calling all their nick names already. HAHA! okay. anyway, yeah. tuesday, studied with NAT for the next day's e math! HAHA! i need personal tuition. i'm like dyslexic..! haha! i'm slow. i need a personal teacher.. from sch..! HAHA! okay. proceeding...
Wednesday, 13th Feb 08
as said in the previous day's details, i had an e math CA...! it was damn hard la.. like the completing the square part. why do they even invent such a ridiculous and useless method of solving a sum?! OMG! hmmm. anyway, after sch.. waited for JAYNE sasha CHAN to finish her odac meeting while i studied with BONG and SERENE! HAHA! what did we study? practically nothing..! omg! it was pretty hard to study with DRAMATIC people around cause all they do is act! and they can act that they're studying but apparently, i can't! HAHA! okay okay.. anyway, after that, met jayne supposedly with a floorball stick in her hand. i didn't realise it only until i saw my friend holding her own stick.! HAHA! so we sorta like rushed to find a teacher to open the AVA theaterette..! however you spelt it la.! anyway, okay. we found it lying safe and soundly on the chair. then we went airport and played awhile before going to her house to study more. studied like practically nothing there too.! HAHA! just glanced through the text and moodle. HAHA! yeapp. that's it.! then went home la. duh~ haha! okay. moving on..
Thursday, 14th Feb 08
supposedly a caring and loving day for all, people came to sch with a thousand and one different types of V day gifts. apparently, i came with my normal hiking school bag and nothing else..! HAH! happy to see that me and allyson had something in common, we received many gifts from various people. HAHA! then, i felt like guilty to not give out any V day gift.. but if only they understood my situation, i wouldn't mind. okay. and so, the day moves on. we had our chem and bio test..! i mean like.. it was a CA la..! okay. so bio was hard. and if bio is hard, what would chem be? why did they even came up with making a subject called chemistry? omg la! it's was bloody hard that i gave up trying already. then literature too...! omg! i practically trashed whatever i knew about Calpurnia onto the testpad. a bit crazy i know. but who cares..?! i give up on studying and going to school for the sake of studying. i feel like quitting sch la..! until...
Friday, 15th Feb 08
I FOUND OUT I PASSED MY BIO! omg! it's like the happiest thing that ever happened in the year 2008! er ling ling pa?! HAHA! i think it's like that la. HAHA! okay. anyway, total defence day was crap la. i came late and then blah blah blah. omg! i'm damn sleepy now. had floorball just now. and omg! i'm so angry at some people. i mean like.. for some reason, i don't feel like talking to them anymore.! omg! anyway, ions!!! give me more info on what's happening now...! HAHA!

to all,
goodbye!
GODBLESS!
goodnight!

2008-02-10T20:37:00.000-08:00

okay! i'm back home.! hah! i want that 580i or 5610..! haha! man..! i want slide phones. anyway, okay..! he's so cute..! the eyes are so big...! omg! break up break up.! haha! jayne!!!!!! okay nehmind. i'm damn bored. anyway, i got so mixed up with the dates..! i thought tomorrow is like 13th already. and 13th is our e math CA..! omg! how can i be so careless..?! i don't wanna go sch anymore..! omg! i hate sch. esp malay! omg! can i drop malay?! it's so so hard..! anyway, anyone wants maths tuition from a maths genius?! not me la..! but trust me, this man is GOOD! i want tuition. but i don't wanna go alone. wanna go with me?! hah! or, anyone got cheap affordable good tuition?! i need some. but i scared my parents don't allow.. omg! me going to sch is such a burden to my unhealthy mother and poor father. omg! i don't wanna sch anymore. i wanna stop and help them by working..! gosh!! can i do that..? if only i can...! omg! no..! my vision is blurring again..! i got an appointment with my neurologist i don't know when. ARGH! shoots. it's damn pain..! i'm typing with my eye close so forgive me for any mistake.. cause i can't see my mistake either.,. until about tomorrow? cannot! my vision is really getting really bad..! SHIT! i don't wanna go sch. it won't help my vision anyway..! ARGH!
going to sleep already. can't bear to spoil my vision any further. goodnight..!

2008-02-10T15:12:00.000-08:00

HELLO! jayne's house now.
ions and jayne playing guitar...
and aishah coming later.. haha!
hope she gets lost on 17....! haha!
realised i watched 27 dresses long time ago...!
okay. bye!