nuruljannah:)

-Monday, March 24, 2008Y

omg! today, reached home like 10+pm.
only for the class. i didn't know i'd do that much for 303.
he's the only reason i'm attempting t be enthu.
anyway, like drenched all the way t far east and back.
then reach home like late. then homework all?
how? walao! can't manage education la.
can i just drop out? i don't care anymore..!
someone just answer and counsel me!
wait.
i had this conversation with my dad once. it's not funny okay.
we were talking talking about drums. then,
dad: if you want t buy. don't buy the drumset. buy dtx.
me: (then, i was thinking thinking.) (then i asked) if i save enough money, should i buy laptop or dtx?
dad: of course laptop la. you need it for you education.
me: ( i was like thinking. after asking this question, it's the same as asking should i proceed on with life through education or talent.. if talent, i can just drop out of school now lor. like they both cost the same anyway. i mean like a drumset can make me a drummer as a future proffesion right? then, a laptop helps me with the research and all that sai! so, they both are important anyway in both faculties. and, i'm still waiting for that answer)
i bet i'm going ITE already la. i mean like people only go poly when they are certain of what their future profession should be. some go JC cause their too smart or, they wanna do literature. the others go ITE for the rare course that poly does not contain, or, their just like me. a failure in everyone's life. somebody, anybody, everybody. answer this question i ask myself and never gets an answer. talent or education? i'm gonna start attempting my FNN now. nights ya'll...

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