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-Wednesday, April 30, 2008Y

shimron? idk! mitch also helped just now what.. by laughing at me! THANKS AH! gee! burn, haha! so funny! top most discussed topic! omg luh! my father's friend is called burn! and, because he was a mechanic, burn mechanic was his nickname! anyway, back to my own personal life for my own personal space! :D i wanna be a rockstar! not an a-star! not that! OMG! can anyone just listen to my needs? not your own wants of what my outcome should be! GEEZE! it's hard to express this out! if only in life, there are no problems at all! my last statement on my lit paper today was, 'life is unfair. it's just a matter of dealing with it.' HAHA! so funny! imagine if there was one essay question that needs you to write about bravery. a long time ago, there was. then this guy, he wrote, 'This is bravery.' just one line, and handed up! guess what? HE SCORED FULL MARKS! haha! okay. anyway, i think he's a pervert luh. don't know wanna help or wanna just show macho! haiyo! he never took his hand back while taking that thing lor! haiyo! made me feel so insecured! anyway, went pp to play arcade before leaving for dear friend's house, afterwhich i dropped by my cousin's for nothing! then headed for home! so, here i am, at 11.52pm, posting my post after a 3-day no use computer campaign self initiated itself to be in my life occured. okay? well, i guess that's it. it's just that i'm feeling as such..!

I'm through with standing in line
To clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be
I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me
I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
I'm gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
'Cause we all just
Wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses
Driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and
The drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny
'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
Today's who's who
They'll get you anything
With that evil smile
Everybody's got a
Drug dealer on speed dial
Hey, I wanna be a rockstar
I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
From a pez dispenser
I'll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

11:53 PM,Y
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